So, so bored. But so, so busy. The first half of the day flew by because of all the stuff I had to do, but now that the rushed assignments are finished… time is slow. Now I’m just twiddling my thumbs making CD’s for our training classes. One per institution. Blech.
Funnyman is busy in his office, so I can’t visit him and my Songbird is on her way back to the office. However, I am a bit miffed, she might be leaving me soon. I don’t know if I can function in this office without her. She’s my rock. I can’t even begin to imagine life without her there to help me through it. Or me there to help her. I’m so sure she can do without me though, I’m the needy bitch, not her. I guess you could say she was the Alice to my Bella—minus the ditching in a time of need. No, wait. That was a horrible analogy. I think. Hmm…
Sometimes I just want to hit the pause and rewind buttons on life. Pause. Rewind. Go back and change history. I’d make different decisions, I’d care more, I’d pay attention more—I’d live more. But there are no buttons to press, no time machines to ride, no magic wand or mystical spell to cast. It’s just me and life and the future.
Hopefully I’ll do things so that when I look back I won’t want to do them over again.
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